Sunday, March 28, 2004

Yellow Vibes

Your Energy is Yellow. You are generous, bright, and expressive. An excellent communicator, you keep your audience captivated with your animated storytelling. Sometimes you talk too much, but when you learn to listen you will be sought out for your talents to advise. The communications field appeals to you as a profession. Public speaking, writing, radio, acting or teaching would also be good career choices.

What color is your energy?

Thursday, March 25, 2004

Quotes of the Week:

Love energy cannot pass between two lives lived in lies. Only
truth is erotic.

Be true to yourself ...now ....because
Now is the only time that there is. - Shane

This one is not a quote but I dunno where else to post it...

A father noticed that his son was spending way too much time playing computer games.

In an effort to motivate the boy into focusing more attention on his
schoolwork, the father said to his son, "When Abe Lincoln was your age, he was studying books by the light of the fireplace."

The son replied, "Well, when Lincoln was your age, he was The President of The United States."


Monday, March 22, 2004

"Put on my blue suede shoes and I boarded the plane..."
I've gotten a burr again. This one has been festering for many years, thou. I want out of here, if only for a little while. There's a certain place that has been...I don't want to say "calling me" it sounds cheesy, but that's the only way I can think of. I have always had a serious love/hate relationship with living here. I thought my parents were insane when we moved. I remember at some point during the drive here, looking out the window at central Nevada, feeling sick. Where were the trees??? I had spent my life up to that point in Oregon and Washington. I have learned to see the beauty in the desert and appreciate it's differences. I will never get used to the people. I will never get used to the transient nature of Las Vegas. I swear to god nowhere else on earth are natives almost non existent. Everybody is from somewhere else. I got a little sidetracked there, I won't turn this into a rant about here. Anyway, I found where I want to go. I have no idea why, but 1500 miles is pretty far to go on a whim. It just seems right and maybe that's all I need. And a vacation. :)

Sunday, March 21, 2004

Holy crap! I did the Blogger-Mobile-Bingo thing at The Purple Porch and somehow got 7 out of 9 right! Go try it!

Friday, March 12, 2004

I haven't gone anywhere. Just dealing with crap. Have you ever found yourself smack dab in the middle of a situation you swore to yourself would never be an issue for you? I can't even bring myself to say it outloud. So typing it is not going to happen. This is potentially a moral dilemma. Then again I could be wrong, but something tells me I'm not. I always thought this answer would be easy for me. Of course my heart being involved never crossed my mind either. It's easy to theorize things until your actually face to face with it. I feel adrift in the ocean, at the mercy of the tide. Storms are coming and there's no shore in sight. Please God, let me be wrong.

Sunday, March 07, 2004

Quotes of the Week

It's a fearful thing to love what death can touch.

"Love takes off masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within." -James Baldwin

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I --
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference."
-Robert Frost

"... but you can love completely without complete understanding." -Norman Mclean

Drugs have taught an entire generation of American kids the metric system.

Monday, March 01, 2004

Simon

Catch your breath,
Hit the wall,
Scream out loud,
As you start to crawl
Back in your cage
The only place
Where they will
Leave you alone.
'Cause the weak will
Seek the weaker til they've broken them.
Could you get it back again?
Would it be the same?
Fulfillment to their lack of strength at your expense,
Left you with no defense;
They tore it down.

And I have felt the same as you,
I've felt the same as you,
I've felt the same.

Locked inside
The only place
Where you feel sheltered,
Where you feel safe.
You lost yourself
In your search to find
Something else to hide behind.

The fearful always preyed upon your confidence.
Did they see the consequence,
when they pushed you around?
The arrogant build kingdoms made of the different ones,
Breaking them 'til they've become just another crown.

And I have felt the same as you,
I've felt the same as you,
I've felt the same.

Refuse to feel anything at all,
Refuse to slip,
Refuse to fall.
Can't be weak,
Can't stand still,
You watch your back 'cause no one will.
You don't know why they had to go this far,
Traded your worth for these scars,
For your only company.
And don't believe the lies
That they have told to you. Not one word was true
you're alright, you're alright, you're alright.

- Lifehouse