I'd like to fly...

Crazy? Yup. Something has been bothering me for awhile. It's resurfaced since the Aurora theater shooting trial started. I am angry. I ...

People Suck Otherwise known as "Why I Don't Want to be on this Planet Anymore." People take others dreams and smash them. The...

For Danny Part 2

For Danny... When your child has a best friend, that friend becomes part of your life, almost like an adoption. When the Lord takes them hom...

Closure? So many emotions over the last two days. When his death was announced, I rejoiced. We got him, he paid the debt he owed for his c...

Tower of Books I'm sitting on the floor in front of a heavily stocked book case. Several weeks ago I managed to read a few short stori...

Forty Hours Service may vary according to my mood and your attitude . Sunday night and I can't sleep. Weekends are too short. Knots in m...

Sleep Tight... This is not something I should feel embarrassed about, but I do. There was no cause or prevention I was aware of, I didn...

Writing I don't like not writing here. I like to feel frustration, anger, happiness and have it all come out into notepad. Whether I po...

Against My Will You're like a song stuck in my head. Written just for me, to music only I can hear. Setting my heart on fire. Playing ba...

Who Shook the Etch A Sketch?! So yesterday I went to take my first math exam. No book, no notes allowed. Just a pencil and they give you the...

Remember, remember I feel haunted. Impressions on my heart from things that are no longer tangible, voices echo but ultimately alone. Feeli...

Highway Junkie I know all the road signs. Every exit, every turn, hill and mountain between here and Salt Lake. Thru parts of California, H...

Why I Don't Watch The News Over the last year or more I have limited my “news” intake to items that I select. Picked out of the business...

One Week A few times this week I awoke and thought she was still here. Early and still dark, before I was fully awake. She slept next to me ...

2/16/02-5/30/09 She is gone. Taken to the emergency room Saturday night after realizing far too late that she was in liver failure. Brought...

The End She's dying. I'm watching her go right in front of me. Cant hold a thing down. Holding her while her breathing falters. The ...

Block Ok , it's time to admit it. The posts have slowed down here not because my life is suddenly uninteresting, the writing is gone. Sc...

I Know Stuff Sometimes... Yesterday, I got a faint glimmer of hope. Put a halt on the frantic searching for a resolution and finally got som...

Clover Never thought this day would come so soon. She just turned seven in February . She should have several good years left, she still act...

Speed Bumps Try to remember where we were yesterday, force that memory into my head when you act like you did this morning. Remember when yo...

Conversations "I'll be writing everything down. All I have is time until then anyway." Just part of the conversation I never w...

Right Roads When I went for a walk last night it had stopped raining. Needed to go as part of my new commitment. The streets and sidewalks ...

Grandma's Roses When the tears started as we past the exit I was kind of surprised. Already gazing out the window, I didn't need to ...

Enough There was a PS in there somewhere but I began to ramble and lost track like I do sometimes. Sometimes I forget that things going alri...

Two Years In So I'm thinking of a symptom check. How things have changed for the better and for the worse. Really, not bad at all, or I ...

Angels and Friends We all fall down sometimes. You place enough weight on your own shoulders, you're bound to become top heavy and the s...

Tired If for just one time there was something at the end of the struggle. A moment, a reason, time that happiness would touch me... Instead...

Time Marches On Tomorrow another year has passed. Another year older. As my friend pointed out the other night he's now closer to 30 tha...

Who's Gonna Fill Their Shoes So I went thru the country music chart today. Wondering what is happening to this genre of music that I wa...