Somebody did it. Finally a song about what I was trying to explain in an earlier post. I heard it on the radio and it made my hair stand up. "We all have a song that somehow stamped our lives that takes us to another place and time." Thanks Mr. Chesney for explaining things again, making it make sense and then setting it to music.

Oh yea, just an FYI he also did "The Tinman" which is where I got my email addy and photo site name. Just another song that fit the time and place of the end of my first life and the beginning of my second. Riding in the car, with my then husband, that song played as we held hands and broke each others hearts.

When I see everyone else laughing and having fun, couples talking and holding hands, I feel so alone. Set apart from the world. Am I invisible? Does anyone know I'm here? Even with someone next to me I know it's fleeting. Someday it will end, too. Sure the facade I carry out is a great one. Big smile in place everyday. What a great mask it is. I think it may be crumbling away or I just don't care to carry it out anymore. What are you supposed to do when the past was so good it seems like someone else's life, the present has moments of happiness spread so thin that you daydream about them, and the future looks so bleak you don't care to see it?