Last Cigarette:: about 10 minutes ago
Last Alcoholic Drink:: heineken a week or two ago
Last Car Ride:: 3 hours ago to sunrise hospital and back (b/f works there)
Last Kiss:: about 3 hours ago
Last Good Cry:: Thursday
Last Library Book checked out:: ummm,uh, wow quite awhile ago. I vaguely remember getting "A River Runs Thru It" maybe 10 years ago? Does my son count?
Last movie Seen in Theatres:: The Hulk
Last Book Read:: The Summons by John Grisham
Last Movie Rented:: The Hours
Last Cuss Word Uttered:: Fuck, repeatedly
Last Beverage Drank:: coffee
Last Food Consumed:: muffin from the wheel of death at work
Last Crush:: No way am I putting that here. I had a crush on my b/f when he was the security guard at work, before he asked me out, does that count?
Last Phone Call:: My son who's in kansas til monday
Last TV Show Watched:: Friends is on right now
Last Time Showered:: 5am
Last Shoes Worn:: sandals and I wished I'd kept them on, damn stickers (see last cuss word uttered)
Last CD Played:: a burned one, last song was either "fine again" seether or "margaritaville" jimmy buffett
Last Item Bought:: see last food consumed
Last Download:: Tweak XP image resizer for my brother
Last Annoyance:: stickers dammit
Last Disappointment:: my paycheck
Last Soda Drank:: mountain dew tuesday
Last Thing Written:: see above
Last Key Used:: e
Last Word Spoken:: owwww shit
Last Sleep:: from 1am to 5am
Last IM:: eddie can't check his one hotmail account, it close the IE window, told him to clear cache and cookies, waiting on response...
Last Sexual Fantasy:: today about last night ;)
Last Weird Encounter:: ran into brooklyn bob at the smoke shop yesterday
Last Ice Cream Eaten: frosty from wendy's several weeks ago
Last Time Amused:: reminding Tammy why no one in her family should drink
Last Time Hugged:: about 3 hours ago
Last Time Scolded:: lol by someone else? two weeks ago. payday.
Last Time Resentful:: i plead the 5th
Last Chair Sat In:: umm at work, I'm on the couch now
Last Underwear Worn:: the ones i'm wearing
Last Bra Worn:: the one i'm wearing, too small, things are cramped lol
Last Shirt Worn:: black nylon starter shirt, the type with the little holes
Last Webpage Visited:: hotmail to see if I can get into eddie's mail

stolen from AC and Crazy Neighbor lady cuz they're my heroes. ;)

These were absolutely amazing, I had to grab the camera. The sunset seems to illuminate there faces. Take a look and see if you see the same thing I did.

Pictures

I had someone play this song for me last night, to me. It about broke my heart. I never thought anyone would see me in that light. I never meant too come across that way. Yet here I am. As I listened to the words it was worse, so much worse. When I realized what he was feeling towards me was how I feel towards someone else. I don't need or want the soap opera. If I could ever get the truth out of anyone... Hell I'd prolly still see it as a lie.

Sometimes things aren't funny until later. I let my dogs out like always but the bitchy old yorkie did not want to go out (she don't realize she needs to pee sometimes). So I booted her out. Well when ever I piss her off she runs away. Which usually means she walks from the back of the house to the front. So I shouldn't have been surprised when I went back out there and she was gone. What did surprise me, when I went back thru the house, was the sound of horns blaring out in front. The street in front of my house is a major 6 lane street, posted 45 mph. Traffic on the far side is stopped and I see my little dog run out from in front of all of it. Then I see an Explorer rear end a stopped car and the guy behind him slams into him. My dog is now in the center turning lane. Traffic is still flying by in the other three lanes. I closed my eyes, I couldn't watch. When I opened them she was in the driveway. I grabbed her, foot ball style, and ran in the house with her. Then it sunk in. There are three cars piled up out there because someone stopped for my dog. My dog. I'm responsible. What do I do? Do I go talk to them? What do you say? "Thanks for not hitting my dog and I'm real sorry about your car. I have to go to work now, I'm sure your boss will understand why you're late. Have a nice day!" I felt so horrible. Guilty. My dad said it wasn't my fault, they are not required to stop for an animal. So I went to work. Knowing in my gut it was wrong. The next day after thinking about it awhile I realized my dog made it across 6 lanes of rush hour traffic. Twice. Reminded me of a fucked up version of Frogger. It's been funny ever since.

I did redeem my self later that night...more on that later.

Three Questions

I must say that there was a particular question that I really had to think about for a loong time. The answer didn't come to me immediately as there were so many possibilities. Anyway...here's the answers:

1). how was your day? Well I've been up for an hour or two and have already gotten in a fight with somebody, so not so hot right now.
2). what's holiday plan for this coming May? I plan to go fishing at least a few days this month before it gets to hot, the trout leave after it warms up.
3). do you think its wierd that i come here for the first time and ask you 3 question? Not really.

1. What is your name? Natalie
2. What is your quest? Currently trying to finish Splinter Cell. Other than that just the usual, happiness and trying to pay the bills. I'd also like to see Dale Jr and Ryan Newman win a title in my lifetime lol.
3. What is the air-speed velocity of a Laden Swallow? African or European? Less than an unladen one? The first time I was ever asked that was during an interview for a promotion at work.

1) how tall are you? 5'7"
2) what's ur shoe size? 9
3) what's ur fav. animal (and/or color if you cant think of one)? dogs, purple and green

1. favorite computer operating system?XP, it what I'm using now and I'm content with it. I'm very burnt out on computers. I just want mine too work when I use it. I've wanted to play around with linux or BSD. I would really like to learn how to use a Mac if someone would like to donate me one. :D
2. what single word best describes you? my boyfriend said beautiful and I say complex
3. if you could bring one person back to life who would it be and why? I really thought about this for awhile. I thought about my grandpa, so grandma wouldn't be so lonely anymore, but then he would be in pain again. I thought about my friend that I watched die when I was 15, but how would that change me and my friend that was there? I thought about my mom's father so she could find out why he denied his family, but would that really help her? I thought about the man that was struck and killed by a drunk driver last summer in front of his son. The driver was three time over the legal limit and drove for a mile with him on his hood. He's in jail for a long time now. If that hadn't happened who else would be dead? While I'm at it how about we bring back layne staley for another album and chris farley for another movie. ;) In other words my answer is no one. Everyone's death serves a purpose no matter how obscure it may be. I just can't answer that one, too many possibilities.





Oh yea, and I did notice that the numbers doo the same thing on mine lol!